Strength & Luck
There’s no food in Ireland for Patrick Kennedy. He slogs
with the other starving over the wintry road to Kingston port, hands the man
his bit of coin earned working with the lordship’s horses. And up the gangway
to ride the groaning bucking ship across the Irish Sea. Near to frozen in the
open air he hears screams from the freezing below decks. A rotten beam has
cracked, shattered, broken the back of a mother. The damn ship docks in
Liverpool’s crazed harbor with sloppy, exhausted triumph.
So Patrick’s in amid the shoving, bellowing, crying mass of
countrymen lost in the dirty alleys snaking from wharf to dark city. A
churchwoman offers bread and weak ale, saving him, he supposes—he’s that
hungry. To sleep then, in a heap where he stumbles. The night brings him a
dream of his father, still lively and digging up stones. Morning and an English
pulls him by the arm back to the docks, signs him on and so he’s a stevedore—him,
a boy whose life had been stallions, mares, and colts. Liverpool smothers in
coal ash and fear’s roiling anger.
When Patrick’s had enough of the place and the place has had
enough of him, he scrimps the fare (gone low it has for the thousands and for the shipping lines
wanting to carry them) and boards a steamship bound for New York City. At least
that’s what they tell him—he can’t read the paper ticket, but he’s paid for it
and takes his chances.
The
crossing is hell plain and simple, the only good being the end of it— a hundred
or so poor souls with typhus ferried to hospital on Ward’s Island. His luck
with him or so he thinks, he’s in the mass of them crowding down the gangplank.
A cursing bastard in uniform grabs him by the neck, pushes him onto a cart. By
sunrise he’s in uniform himself.
Patrick’s a private in the Union Army. Whatever the hell it is, whatever
the hell the fight is about, he holds a rifle and boots too big for him are on
his feet—he is in it now.
Because Patrick Kennedy survived the potato famine, the
refugee frenzy in Liverpool, the rats aboard the City of Manchester, and the
American Civil War to raise a family with Catherine, née McCarthy, I am here to
write these things down about my great-great grandfather, born in Dunganstown,
Wexford County, Ireland, 1836, dead in Richmond County, Staten Island, New
York, 1888.
2 comments:
The raw beauty of this, Nonnie, with its touches of brogue in the sweeping narrative of Patrick's struggle, carried me along to its lovely ironic ending. Faith and Begorrah!
Nonnie, this reminds me of my gramps and his brothers. I could almost do a jig to its rhythm. All I need us you here to read it. "Dance is poetry with arms and legs" 🖒di
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