Martin Johnson Heade, Magnolias on Gold Cloth, 1880-90
ARROGANT
MAGNOLIA,
the first to open all, poised ten feet
above our fuss.
As far as she’s concerned … well,
she’s not, is she?
Her splendor cows me.
On this Tuesday morning I feel aged,
dry, critical, although
I’ve used my potions.
Lousy sleep. Awake at 4 a.m., 5, 5:30.
Sweaty.
And I feel short.
“Arrogant” comes to us via Old
French from Latin— 'claiming for oneself',
from the verb arrogare.
Soon the fraying, browning, finishing.
Disarray happens.
An old record plays. Mother and nuns
scolding:
“No one likes a complainer.”
“Wipe that look off.”
“Jesus suffered.”
My sweet dog’s done her business and
here is the poor bloom (soon to die) again.
The magnolia deflects my murky
sensibility. Flowers, leaves, trunks, weeds, grass—
all of it—brushes me off. Of course.
Home and somewhat smoothed, despite the
visit from my scolds,
despite the niggling moans from death.
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3 comments:
"And I feel short." Humor, the saving grace. The poem is alive!
I agree with Matthew. In many of your poems there is an arresting phrase or detail that communicates humility as well as humor and fun. It is like your casual self-deprecation that always makes me want to hug you when we are together.
There is so much I love in this poem. I especially enjoyed the line breaks.
Do you have a new book of poetry out?
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